I've Got My Question Answered

Entah kenapa lagi mood-boost banget pengen pake bahasa Inggris hehehe..


I need something convincing my self that "this" is what Allah wants towards me. Why do I say this? Because, I have been in a puzzle sutiation. Why did I have to be hospitalized for almost 3 weeks and it caused my academics got bad? Why all the things I've planned were uncontrolled and unreachable? Why and why?

I've tried to make myself believe that I must not be sad. This is life, perhaps Allah wants me to realize something which can't be easily understood by others. I admit that, there are so many improvement of my way in building love to Allah. But, I still felt lack of something that I can't say it. I know Allah listens to this and I never want to let it just be then forgotten. Then, tonight I read my friend's post in Raisa's blog and then I could find something I couldn't say before. 

This is her writing : 

Mencoba ambil hikmahnya bahwa Allah takkan salah dalam skenario-Nya ;)

Sesederhana figur seorang guru nan bijaksana
yang menuntun muridnya terhanyut dalam rangkaian cerita teka-teki,
untuk kemudian membawa mereka pada kesadaran baru.

Atau ibarat cemburunya seorang kekasih setia yang tak ingin terlupa
ingin selalu merasa dibutuhkan dan berulang disebut namanya,
agar tiada memudar sesuatupun dari ikatan cinta. 

Bukan tidak mungkin, kan?

Bahwa semua ini dikehendaki-Nya untuk saya belajar lebih banyak hal
dan beban itu Ia ciptakan agar diri senantiasa bersandar dekat dengan-Nya :)

Jadi ya, pilihan satu-satunya cuma berbaik sangka 
mungkin itulah kenapa kali ini tidak begitu 'galau' seperti sebelumnya,
di balik setiap kesulitan pasti ada kemudahan kok.

Thanks a lot, Icha..




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