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Geoteknik?

Sedikit intermezzon di tengah sibuk ngerjain tubes Proyek.
Minggu kemarin setelah UTS 3 mata kuliah peminatan Geoteknik, rasanya sulit sekali menghadapinya.
Soal 'abstrak' geoteknik memang sudah familiar dari dulu, tapi jadi bertanya pada diri sendiri : "Trus kenapa milih geoteknik?"
"Ya karena suka," balas hati.
"Suka apanya?"
"Sebenarnya karena metkon dan teori praktisnya, kalo soal permodelan mekanika tekniknya sulit," jawab hati.

Tempat KP pure tentang geoteknikTernyata semester lalu menyimpan data (gak sengaja) tentang pondasi offshore.Diajarin Mektan sama Bu Wiwik di SP (Padahal mektan gak lulus loh, dan harus ngulang di SP itu), di situlah dapet banget ilmu Mektan. Materi proyek sekarang tentang Dermaga yang dominan tentang geoteknik. Beberapa kenalan senior saat semester-semester lalu ternyata mereka yang ambil geoteknik Gak tau sih ini apa maksudnya, tapi 3 hal teratas adalah termasuk faktor alasan memilih geoteknik

Perhaps we had ever heard : "I can't love someone else when I have choosen someone stealing my heart."  I think that's why choosing someone just for crashing on is avoidable (for me). 
Let's think, close relationship still exists, but what if someday (finally) he can't be by my side? I had given all my heart to him. Dissapponted? That's what I'm afraid of. 
Then let's think again. What if giving love to him in a halal relationship? I think it's the best way. I can give love, interact together without afraid of breaking Allah's rule and that deed is done to persue Allah's willingness. How beautiful it is?
How beautiful it is if we can be together for someone we do love someday. When what we expect is blessed by Allah. 
Rasanya pengen teriak sekuatnya terus tersungkur nangis.  Banyak banget tugasnya Ya Allah T.T Mana waktu sendiri buat mengeksplor Geotek? Nihil! Ada apa dengan dosen yang gak pernah mikir kadar kemampuan fisik dan mental seorang mahasiswa?!