The Lowest Point

I think that I made a big mistake in my life for not being serious with my own life
At this point, I don't see a clear future of my self, both in career and family planning
It is so clueless

When I see around, my friends seem really good at leading their career track further step-by-step
I think that I missed a brilliant chance for just a worrying foreseeing future
I made a big mistake.
I should not be overwhelmed. I should have taken the opportunity.
Now, I am at the lowest point again. I even don't know how to raise my self up again

Please raise me up from this difficult situation, oh Allah

Getting Older

People changes along with their new life steps in. A single to a couple then becomes a parent; an impulsive youth to become a strong-minded mature person. Throwing back to three years younger of me, taking a challenging decision was not a big deal. All I could respond was, "Yes I am ready! Why not? I am waiting for the next cool fun days!" It brought me on a remarkable journey to find myself (well, sounds cliche though). However, I don't feel the same way recently. I am more careful in taking a decision because I don't want to be disappointed in the near future. The more careful I become, the more indecisive I am. My friend told me that, as long as your reasoning process is still in a reasonable zone, then keep digging. 
As a reminder for my self too, I would like to put some noteworthy things in mind about taking decision wisely. 
1. Sharpen The Sense
In my humble opinion, having a sharp sense would help us in defining and interpreting the situations surrounding us …